Somebody asked me today why my blog is so moody and sounds like some source of inspiration for Chris Cornell ( Soundgarden and Audioslave frontman). Well this is my reply, whenever i wrote in my blog there is bound to be some music playing in my winamp and somehow songs from Smashing Pumpkins were playing and went lingering in my mind, hence the doomsday feeling and all. But heck, with the material that i put in this blog i might as well start writing some songs ( hey joe and terry, we gotta go jamming again guys :P) and make millions if we can put together an album and go mainstream and sell out. Peace.
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Nu Year Approaching
Man, i cant believe its almost a year already since the last CNY and i cant wait till next week when i finally get my off days and go visiting homies of the hood. Its been a good friday for me yesterday and according to some article i read in The Star by some Feng Shui master, yesterday is the indication of how your next lunar year will be and if its true the year ahead will be a great one. The office mood and spirit has been positive on Fridays and yesterday was no execption. Thanks guys for making Fridays such a day to look foward to.
On another note, an old friend from skool days finally came home to Malaysia after 1 and a half year in England working his ass off and make some GBP . To 'monyet', welcome home man and wheres my jersey??..hehehe..
On another note, an old friend from skool days finally came home to Malaysia after 1 and a half year in England working his ass off and make some GBP . To 'monyet', welcome home man and wheres my jersey??..hehehe..
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Faith is my light in Darkness
Today has been a good day for me. I have been reflecting on my life lately as what am i gonna do with it and i realized i have no answers despite all the bright ideas in my head. Most of the time all of us have plans as what are we going to become in the future whether be it a career issue, personal growth issue and everything else. But more than often these plans dont work and you get stuck with life as it is, totally different from what is suppose to happen. So what do you do in situations like these? run around in circles and scream and hope for a miracle? i hope not, but i found the answer to solve this problem and it may sound simple but somehow not so simple to follow.
The cure to life's blues: Tons of shameless self believe that you will succeed in your dreams ala Naruto and also have faith in God to be the guide in your life no matter what the obstacle may be. Its like a light shining brightly over shrouded skies of darkness that will show you the way.
"Holy Ghost, with light divine,Shine upon this heart of mine;Chase the shades of night away,Turn my darkness into day"
The cure to life's blues: Tons of shameless self believe that you will succeed in your dreams ala Naruto and also have faith in God to be the guide in your life no matter what the obstacle may be. Its like a light shining brightly over shrouded skies of darkness that will show you the way.
"Holy Ghost, with light divine,Shine upon this heart of mine;Chase the shades of night away,Turn my darkness into day"
Working life is like a warzone
When i finished my degree last year i didnt expect life would be so challenging as it is now. Dreams of owning a BMW, a 5 figure salary and all suddenly becomes so distant and so isolated from reality. Its not a gameshow or a story with a definite ending but instead its a living nightmare with short but sweet moments that somehow keeps me going.
My warzone is my office, a call center in HSBC Cyberjaya which deals with credit cards problems from a country that has their call center operations outsourced. Its a warzone because you wake up everyday getting ready for another tough day listening to people whining about their credit card problems. Some days are bad some days are okay but there is never a good day. The warzone has claimed a few casualties already even though its been operational less than 2 months. Imagine everyday you and your colleagues gets gunned down by customers and some of them cant take it anymore and leave. Some people may think that taking up calls is an easy job but trust me it aint that easy. Try getting getting your ass screwed everyday and theres nothin much you can do. Well, you can leave alright but there is just one problem though.....
there is no job in the world that has no problems........By the end of everyday, i'm just too drained to think of anything else but rue and remembering how life was sooo different 6 months ago.
If you are still studying enjoy every minute of it and if you are working, I pray the Lord that He bless us all with the strength and courage to go on and make that BMW a reality.Amen.
My warzone is my office, a call center in HSBC Cyberjaya which deals with credit cards problems from a country that has their call center operations outsourced. Its a warzone because you wake up everyday getting ready for another tough day listening to people whining about their credit card problems. Some days are bad some days are okay but there is never a good day. The warzone has claimed a few casualties already even though its been operational less than 2 months. Imagine everyday you and your colleagues gets gunned down by customers and some of them cant take it anymore and leave. Some people may think that taking up calls is an easy job but trust me it aint that easy. Try getting getting your ass screwed everyday and theres nothin much you can do. Well, you can leave alright but there is just one problem though.....
there is no job in the world that has no problems........By the end of everyday, i'm just too drained to think of anything else but rue and remembering how life was sooo different 6 months ago.
If you are still studying enjoy every minute of it and if you are working, I pray the Lord that He bless us all with the strength and courage to go on and make that BMW a reality.Amen.
My Space
Well, here's my attempt of being a writer of sorts by setting up a blog and also an avenue for me to share my two cents worth of nonsense and also disclose some things in my mind. I welcome everyone to waste their time here in my lounge of words.It may not be much but at least its My Space. Cheers!
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